i will not post the picture of beirut i took today. don't feel like it. it's always the same.
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i'm worried about the israeli threat to the lebanese infrastructure (or whatever is left of it) and to the symbols of the lebanese government.
they won't leave anything standing. they're ruthless and cruel.
khalllaaaaaaassss.

it seems it's gonna rain today. it's in the air. the cleansing rain.
started the day with nick cave, let love in. then the power went out. it seems it's gonna go more more and more now. the moteur dude has problems with the engine. and if the israelis are serious about the threat, i can only imagine them targetting the power plants—and so babye power, babye civilization, hello loneliness.
akh ya allah.
am gonna run. do sth else. don't feel like writing.
although i should start functioning like our mothers and the power and the laundry cycle. wake up and function as long as there is power.
meen ilo jledeh, w la aya bileh.
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sanyoura talking, making speech.
gotta run.