19.5.10

of things of great importance in my lonely small insignificant little life



This is grand!!!! i m not the only one who looks for inspiration in the bathroom!!! i am not alone! i am not alone! i m not alone!!!!—and i quote:
" Ji Lee is the creative director of Google Creative Labs--- When I have a creative block, I do a few different things:• Take long showers. Somehow I can think little differently while I’m in the shower. It washes away my old thoughts and I feel renewed."
(source)
Now my bathroom activity can get more interesting than a shower, but still.

why does bathroom time gimme juices?
tis the privacy perhaps? and the remoteness of it all?  humpf!



Burn down the disco
Hang the blessed DJ
Because the music that they constantly play
It says nothing to me about life
Hang the DJ hang the DJ hang the DJ hang the DJ hang the DJ hang the DJ hang the DJ hang the DJ hang the DJ hang the DJ hang the DJ hang the DJ hang the DJ hang the DJ hang the DJ hang the DJ

and the vicar in the tutu just wants to live his life this way




The brain of mine is currently stalled. am not sure with what. i find myself slow, uninspired and completely unresourceful. could it be that i am:
a- out of wit
b- out of energy
c- out of creative juices
d- out of new
e- out of it

am definitely out of something. T says i need a break, so does Rooj. I know i need a break. but i also know that it's deeper than all of this. there is discontent and there is dissatisfaction—mostly aimed toward me and my performance.
or is it simply a standard block phase?
dunno, but i gotta feeling it's bigger than all of us (or me, coz who needs the drama?)

will look further within. the investigation continues.