21.9.06

Beirut on September 21, 2006

corporate money-making life has taken its toll. i have no time for myself, for special interests and no time for pondering. i have been bombarded by things to do and matters to finish. i am tired. my mind is numb and i cannot create. i cannot think. i cannot cook. cook rice, zoozoo! alfie would say. but zoozoo no can cook, i would reply. and now i am deafened by some cheap aouny song. every 2 days one of those bastard parties of ours has to bore us with their speeches, deafen us with their cheap music and overly nationalistic songs. ideology should die.

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am back to my studio. hurray. no longer a mhajjara. i like it. is calmer than it used to be, except for the odd aouny song (aounism has chosen an orange house next to sussssussudio). i discovered that rami, our beloved dekanjeh, has not left the building! he chose to rent the dekkaneh next to his previous one, coz it's more comfortable. so rami did not leave. that's a plus.

today i came to the studio, and found meemee sick in the bed. poor meemee she's been sick for some time. i offered to nurse her, but she refused like the independent girl she is.

i have a new fan. it looks akwardly new and hip for our old mostly-inherited and fourth-hand furniture. but it does its job beautifully. i should come up with a name for it. i welcome suggestions with open arms.

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i have been going to ayyam beirut al sinama'iyah. some cool shit i've seen. i love these events. eeeevents. tghyeer jaww...
i worry about the screening of our animation. i'm increasingly getting convinced that it needed more work... damn... only thinking about it makes my head wanna blow... don't blow, head, i need u! i need u! i need uuuu! aargh!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

at last!!!!!!!!!!!!!! news from u zooz and ur life. i really missed reading ur daily news(almost daily). i hope meemee is feeling better now. glad rami did not leave the hay. i got worried.
how can we watch the animation?
mou